Disjointed

So tomorrow is the first day for the rest of my life,and today was one of the worst of my life.
I was already dreading today because of a previous engagement and then received the news this morning that my Nanna had died :( I'm okay. My Mum is surprisingly okay, I guess she was expecting it. It's really hard for her because she's the one who will have to hold herself up and get everything organised. Nanna it the first person close to me to die who wasn't a Christian, so that's really hard. Where is the hope in that? I trust God's plan even in my grief.

Tomorrow is my first day of classes at Raffles I'm terrified, nervous, trepidations and ecstatic  all at the same time! 
With all that running around in my head all day I thinks it's time for bed.

Many apologies for this shabby and disjointed post. Here's some amazingness I found on YouTube to make up for it

Much love